So..........my H is buying a house.

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Printed. Notarized. Delivered. Yeah - didn't need to deliver, but I was 2 blocks away and I wanted it done. I left it in his truck and texted him to tell him it was there. I managed without tears.

I think what bothers me the most is that looking at the property, it is definitely not one of those ok I need out of this rental so I'm going to go buy a house so I'm not wasting money on rent......it's a home. It will be his. Not ours. The document I signed makes it marital property, for now, but it is his new home. He really is gone. It makes it all feel very real.