I am so sorry. I know I will be in the same place some day (soon). I've been into this since 11/08, so I know what it's like - hoping that you can outlast the MLC or whatever craziness it is and have them return. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your D.
I know you are strong - you have been here a long time. To stand this long takes a lot of strength. You will find what you need to move forward. SOMEDAY we will both be thankful for the chance to find OURSELVES!! (I keep telling myself that because so many before us say it's true.)
"Do not look back in anger or forward in fear, but around in awareness." - James Thurber
