New Beginning

[PEI]

Being human's a b*tch, ain't it?

Punkin, wth? I've never claimed to be anything but human ... faults and insecurities included.

I agree with your idea of writing down what you want to say and letting us give you our Opinions. But let me say this. Sometimes you just gotta say what you've gotta say. It may not be the model for DB'ng but damn it feels good. And you usually don't regret it.

I flat out disagree with ya here Punkin, I spent far too much of my 36 years saying and doing what I wanted to make ME feel better. I'm not ACTING based on feelings anymore, I choose to want better for myself. That does not mean I don't have those feelings, but it does mean that I vent here, work through what is really causing them and then separate out the emotion before I act.

Welcome to Earth.

Oh, I'm on Earth. Have been all along, right here with you guys having good days and bad days like everyone else.

As for the Kindergarten Teacher, wouldn't her school board frown on her relationship with a married man? Down here in the Bible Belt, that's a sure dismissal with a first class ticket to Hell tied to it. Oh, I know, no reprisals. He'll just take her side. But will he take her bills? Getting another job with that dirty little black mark might be messy.

Quite simply, that is not the person I am. Revenge is not my style ... or if it is, I'm more of a "the best revenge is a life well lived" kind of girl. This woman is quite likely going to end up step-parenting my three young children ... exactly how do you see that going in your scenario? And yes, he would take her bills, take her side, take her in that much faster.

Yes, this is b*tchy Punkin coming out, but sometimes being a B*tch is all a woman has to hand onto in this world.

I don't disagree. IF you define b!tch as a strong, independant woman who lives her life authentically and without regrets. This vision of a vengeful, vindictive, bitter, angry b!tch ... is quite frankly, sad.

Says so in the manual. Stephen King's "Delores Claiborn"

Now that is some funny chit ... love that sense of humor. Keep it up girl, just don't hide behind it .

PEI