So, I'm living with my parents, but at the house with kids twice a day. So, I see W a bunch. Still doing my 180's. Really just a "bedroom" 40 minutes away.
Yesterday was a downer. I TM W mid-day saying that I was going to the gym after work and would she mind if I stopped by to see the kids after. She replied "sure, and I'm glad you're back in the gym". Point for me.
So, I stopped by and played with kids. W was distant and didn't really talk to me much, but did ask if I wanted dinner. All 4 of us ate and then I took the kids to the store to buy some pumpkins. I picked up a few items that I noted the house was out of to be nice. Then drove to parents house.
Also yesterday, I started with a new IC. Went well. I'm so convinced that W is depressed and exhausted. From my descriptions, C agrees and said I needed to get W in with somebody.
I asked W if she would see someone with me. She asked the goal, I replied "Closure". She is very much trying not "to give me false hope" - her words and I knew if I said "reconciliation" she would say no. But she agreed!
That was an upper, but overall the day yesterday sucked. Hoping for a better day today.
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