Thanks PH,
I had just finally accepted the fact that it was time to move on and let her go. I joined a dating site(silly I know), was going out more. Got some new clothes for my new bod. When she saw me 2 weeks ago after Co I made sure I looked good. Except tired from no sleep but you can perk yourself up.
Yes slowly. She sent me an email asking me to help set up her next Co meeting cause she is slammed at work.