When life hands you lemons add alcohol and stir!

[mishka422]

Still no improvement in mom's condition. I'm honestly of the opinion that she may never get out of the hospital. She is so exhausted from nearly 8 years of battling this. I don't blame her one bit.

I went to the hospital during my lunch yesterday to make sure she ate and to tell her I wouldn't be there last night. She started to get a little upset about that and I told her I really needed to go to bible study since I had missed last week (we are in the middle of a very intense study of Revelation) and that stopped her from getting too mad about it. It frustrates me that she seems to need a 'good reason' for me to not be there but I feel it's best not to get her too upset right now. I can also see the other side of the coin. If I were sick in the hospital, I would want my family there as much as possible too. It is a scary thing to be alone when you're ill, let alone when you are terminally ill. I hope to never have to find out how bad being that sick and alone is.

Marc is being promoted again in CAP. He is now an Airman First Class. He's so proud that he actually struts! LOL! I'm super proud of him too. He is trying extra hard in school too since I laid down the law that he has to keep his grades at A's and B's in order to continue in the drill team. Incentive!!!

Nothing else to report. I'm not having any kind of life of my own since I'm so wrapped up in the situation right now. There is going to have to be a break soon but I'm not sure how to accomplish that yet. Working on it.