He admitted to me tonight that he is seeing someone. He said that has nothing to do with anything.
I'm so sick to my stomach. I've been crying most of the night. I just can't do this anymore with him. He said it so nonchalantly...so cold hearted...
I ask myself why do I still love this man? Why do I continue to let him hurt me over and over and over.
I shouldn't be surprised that he's seeing someone. It doesn't make it hurt any less. Heck, he's been having EAs with numerous women over the past 4 years...that I know of...maybe longer.
I swear this hurts more than it did 5 years ago. Now he just keeps asking me via text ...what do you want in divorce?
I don't respond to that. I'd be nuts to put anything in text format. So stupid.
I told him I want my cell phone (currently under his plan) transferred to my own account because I am tired of him going through my cell phone records and spying on me. At least let me have some privacy. He has all the privacy in the world right now. It's like he wants to try catch me doing something wrong so he has an ounce of justification for all the wrong he is doing.
I want him out of my life, but that's not possible because he's the father of my children.
Is this the type of person worth standing for? Is a person who doesn't want to be helped worth standing for? I don't think so anymore. I don't want to be hurt anymore.
