Hi Eric,

Scared? Yeah.

I'm always scared of the unknown.

I'm really scared of the unknown now, because of how I was unaware of what was going on in the past.

Hyper-vigilant is the word that probably describes me now. I'm trying to peak around corners to see what's coming.

I'm trying to jump to spots in the future where I haven't experienced the present or in between. Yeah, I'm scared.

Am I accepting this path? Yes. Scared? Yes

The me after this will be better than the me before. And no one has taken my hope of a minor miracle from happening away.

My post earlier, is a reminder of how far I have come and how far she has not.

LOL I got a 4 wheeler and a shovel smile