She's in MLC, but I was weak. Now what?

[crushednstuck]

Fair enough. I've certainly been wrong before when speculating on her actions.

I'm struggling with sending the message that I'm still interested in starting anew while maintaining a healthy level of detachment.

As upset as I've been the last year. I'm learning to take some pleasure from some elements of this ridiculously busy schedule.
Watching my son play ball and finding a sort of newfound weekly spiritual refresher at church have provided some much needed pause in the daily grind.