H's MLC - he is still lost but I found myself

[Mila]

Thank you Eric

You go right to the point, don't you

At the meeting today I was as cool as a cucumber...poised, calm...I did ask him if he was OK...it was hard not to when he was coming apart right in front of my eyes...but other then that I was as detached as I could be. The thought of sending him an email after, asking if everything is OK with him has crossed my mind....but only briefly....he is on his own.

If H is like this after a four day visit from the OW, then what's he going to do on his own the rest of the time. He is definitely going through some kind of meltdown but that still didn't stop him from asking about the progress of the SA that the lawyer is working on...

Ok, glad to know that I'm human Eric ...yes after a year and half of misery from H I do crave someone to be nice, attentive and interested in me...yes it's only human...but I'm not ready to cross the line yet...I'll be strong...lol you are safe for now Eric...borrowing my car...