Pin,

I will be as serious as I've ever been.

I will go through your entire sitch and make collage of your "feelings" in your own words. It may take time and will take some effort.

I think you lost focus on the process because you saw the outcome.

However you don't have the outcome yet. You are still in the process.

Take a moment and think. Will you put this in your book?

Enjoy the Silence