Today I let go of the rope!

I am walking away from the sickness. I can't take the chaos that comes from this MLC nightmare.

H texted me today to see if I would go down to his Ls place to pick up the papers.

He refused to have them sent to the house - doesn't want S to see them.

He is now sending them to my office. Doesn't matter.

I am setting myself free. I will not question my every breath or reduce myself to a status of worthlessness.

I am going to live as the decent, kind, thoughtful, funny person I've always tried to be.

I will be the best mother, sister, aunt, friend, in-law that I can be.

I will find ways to bring more joy into my life and not let this massive boulder stay on top of me any longer.

It is my turn now to say...I AM DONE!


M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years
Ds-24,22/S-18
D - 3/11
A Day at a Time