W offered to give me money and I said no. She said she just got paid and could give me some money for food/doctor for the week. I absolutely refused. I told her that it was really nice of her to offer. I broke down a little bit, probably because of all the combination of pain killers and crap I was taking and cried on the phone a little bit and let her know that I just wanted someone to take care of me. She said she would come over and take care of me - but I told her that at the end of the day that wasn't what I wanted, I wanted someone to be there for me in the way I want which is something she couldn't do.
So I called professor lady instead. She came and took care of me last night. It felt good.
You declined the help and then cried about the help, then called for more help from elsewhere.
Do you have any idea how incredibly weak that is? You are already growing codependency after just a few dates.
Next time call your parents.
Dump the cat lady - she's obviously not healthy for you.
