Thanks PH and FMV for your kind words. My friend gave me a tough love speech this morning...sort of. She told me I need to start setting other goals in my life. Find a room mate, look for a better job with insurance benefits. Reading and praying and trying to better myself spiritually is all good, but it has to be more than that (her words, not mine). She's right. I'm in such a rut. So depressed. Downward spiraling, for sure. I can't believe this is my new reality. Sucks.
