My only advice would be to simmer down before you do anything else. Not so much for him but for you.
Your hurt right now and really angry. IMO, the peace you feel right now is due to YOU making a decision for YOU. Once again, is it the right one - time will tell. I believe that right now it was the right decision to ask him to leave. I believe that right now you need to really focus on just you and kids. Healing yourselves, learning more about yourself, finding your strength and really just being the true Kissak.
My other advice would be to not sin in your anger. Many times when we are hurt we want to strike back at the person that hurt us. Yes we "feel" better after the initial response but then afterwards we begin to question and challenge what we did and said. Please do not make that mistake. I am not suggesting standing, divorcing...my only suggestion is healing.
Your H has some issues that he needs to deal with. Can he deal with them - only time will tell...only time will tell. Personally, i believe that all of us have the ability to change to grow it is up to each of US to take that step. You have just taken your first step...a step whereby you stood up for YOURSELF and your beliefs and what you want in your life.
The next steps will be harder Kissak - i sh!t you not - the next steps are looking at Kissak and I mean really looking at Kissak.
Take some time and cool off, then Kissak take your next step!
What you may see inside yourself may hurt, may inspire, what I am sure it will do is show YOU.....Kissak....
And
That
Is the gift that you give yourself!
Never strive for perfection....strive to be the real Kissak - no mask, no nothing...just you.
God Bless, Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans
