That was great advice. Oh I have all the books here about MLC, infidelity and alcoholism. That was another issue but now I believe he isn't one but was drinking excessively because he was in pain. Of course he doesn't see it that way.
I will stay the steady course for now. I will not contact him but if he contacts me, I will listen.
I need some time again to think. What would have been my 30th anniversary is in less than 2 weeks. OUCH!!!
Then all the holidays start. Another OUCH!!!!
With my sons not around and living here by myself, it took a lot of getting used to.
Everywhere I go, it reminds me of the good times with H and I get sad. Sometimes I can smile for having those good memories. My emotions are still all over the place.
I know I need patience and time. And most of all, Let it go and make myself happy. I do keep a journal of what makes me happy.
