I intend to live forever - so far, so good

[ClingingToHope]

As Mish said, it's a different learning curve for everyone. I feel really the M ended in January of 2007. That's when, for whatever reason, STBXW just shut the door on me.

I hear the concerns of Wii, Awest and Mishka, but at some point I have to turn the page. I just want to get out there and start meeting people. If I wait for STBXW to finish the D, it could be another year with the attorney she has.

I guess I feel I've waited long enough on STBXW's time line. It's time to do things on my own time line.

Who knows, I may go, have a horrible time, pine for STBXW and shut things down for a while. I think BBJ kind of did that.

I'm looking at this as another milestone -- an actual date, the first post-STBXW, not just a friend thing. There has to be a first at some point.

Not much to report today. Still MORE little things to grab at the apartment, but I'll have D8 tonight because D11 has to be at school at 6:50 a.m.??? tomorrow morning, probably for band.

I hate moving.