Btw, that smirk? I think they hand it out with the MLC do-it- yourself kit. You do know that they have their own how-to guide, right?
Hey E,
I saw the damn smirk the other night myself...
Just wanted to wipe it right off his face...
I didn't. Not that it matters, cuz I could have at this point...
It goes hand in hand with the spaced out look and lack of memory they get when they are trying to contact the mother ship...
You are dealing with batchit crazy here and you know it.
Separate the two things E, your M and your kids.
Yes one affects the other but they are two separate things...
Just because techinally a kid thing is what broke my back, doesn't mean it should have been. It was simply the final straw ontop of a mountain of straws in my life, you know that.
Truth is, I am a hard head and I think for me, it took that straw for me to decide to put myself first for a change. And even after the anger over that particular incident, it took me a while, quite a while, to make my choice, to allow my anger over that to dissappate and for me to decide what I needed to decide the right way. Not driven by any anger or frustration.
Give yourself that time...
You will appreciate it in the end...
"Acceptance doesn't mean resignation. It means understanding that something is what it is and there's got to be a way through it."--Michael J. Fox
