I'm not so much going thru the motions and I know at some point this will pass, like now would be great:)
Settlement on Thursday, not looking forward to it.
Have Jack's poem Invictus on top of my paperwork.
She knows I don't want this, but she is so scatter brained, paranoid. Dead set to get this done and of course playing the selfish victim.
I feel for her man.
I know that's why I haven't moved on.
All I can say is what a train wreck.
Just a vent.
Some of you see me on the Alt.
I'm true to myself, hey I love 'em.
It isn't really a need thing anymore, I cover her in prayers.
I have no idea what I'm going to walk into on Thursday.
If you all remember my panic, heartbroken, respond to everything posts from the beginning.
I put myself in a hell of a ditch.
I did join a church the otherday.
And some of you see me on the alt.
I'm true to myself and doing somethings, I wouldn't have done before.
The key here, I haven't wavered on the outlast and maybe I'm torturing myself, but I keep the happy memories in my head incase she wants them back if she's ever able to get out of the Denial.
My kids, Wow.
My son and I, the knocks just keep coming.
Her and D, somehow continue to land on their feet.
Guys I hurt, but I'm good.
I'm broke, but I'm good.
I am definately not the person I was before the bomb hit.
In more ways better and in some ways worse.
But I don't hurt like I did last year and I don't take all the venom personal, heck the end results going to be the same.
