Always and Forever??????

[irishblessings]

B -

Please know that in no way am I expecting him to respond favorably - or to be honest - for him to respond in any way.

I have communicated very little with him over the last 3 months that he has been gone. I feel like I am trying to stand strong - truly not engage in battles - I just don't want to regret not standing my ground.

I know I am on a journey as well - I am letting myself feel the pain but not letting it immobilize me. Tonight I wanted to curl up in bed - instead I went to pilates class.

I will find my way through this!