Hang in there Dad!! Stay strong and don't cave in. You are doing well.
Once you are finally separated it will become easier. The first week or two after separation were really hard for me, but it has gotten much easier 6 weeks in and I am mostly happy now. Unless I drink too much.
Take care of yourself, have fun with your kids and make choices for how YOU want things to be going forward. Set some goals, make a plan and then stick to it.
