This leads to new possibilities need to be level headed
Best thing you have said on here.
Think thru this, don't let your eomtions lead you. I was in the Air Force and my POW training helped me DB (i'm not kidding).
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.