WAW 20 Years. Divorce to maybe possible R

[Serenity13]

Pen~

When I first came here, I admit I was pathetic. I wouldn't listen to anyone on here, yet I still came day after day.

I was in awe of Coach and Greek, humbled by Sandi, terrified of Robx, grateful for the countless others who came and helped me, none more so than Puppy.

No matter how stubborn I was, he was more stubborn. No matter how many times I tried to give up, he was still there on my thread encouraging me to do, not try. I failed, so many times, however I continued to get back up with the help of Him and the people here.

I put my H in the "MLC" box because it was easiest for me, it was concrete because I couldn't believe the man I had known for 22 years could treat me the way he had. He was cruel and vile and hateful and on a good day, he is still all of those things, yet I kept coming here and slowly I learned what would work for me.

I came with the intention of saving my marriage and somewhere along the way, I was taught how to save myself instead.

Each and every person that takes the time to come and post to your thread is trying to do the same for you. Stop putting all the focus on the M and the EA and the TKD and put some of that focus back on yourself.

(((Hugs)))