Here's what I think SSM. After having read more of your posts, your desire SEEMS insatiable because you have been staring at "red velvet cake" (my term for untouchable partner) forEVER and been told "can't touch, can't eat" (excuse please) even when it is looking extra fluffy and enticing. Day in. Day out. Longing, desiring, wanting.
You have NEVER seen a woman have an orgasm?
IF you had a partner who had a healthy sexual appetite and you could "feast on red velvet cake" to your heart's content, eventually, EVENTUALLY, you would get stuffed and sated and want it a bit less. A bit.
Of course you feel like you could have it every minute of every day! You have had a hunger and a longing that, let's be honest, is NEVER going to be satisfied in this relationship. Even Michelle WD says not all relationships are fixable.
I think it is fair to say you will easily find a woman who wants it a lot but maybe never find the one who wants it as often.
Also, I have been helped tremendously by a book that is not about sex. I realized much of my intense longing, both sexual and emotional, was for something NO human being could give. I was seeking my spirit which I had lost for a long time. I started pursuing that more and my anxiety over relationship eased. We are now in a better spot. Not perfect. I will always have a greater sex drive. But it is better...
