DON'T DO IT. You just said, you KNOW it's wrong, and it will only set you back. Do you want to go back to 0:00:00 and have to start all over again? So that these two weeks of NC were all for naught?
Keep yourself busy, allow yourself short periods where you cry your eyes out, and then dust yourself off and get right back up on the horse.
And know that EVERYTHING you're going thru, is PERFECTLY NORMAL, and that 90% of us here have gone thru the same things.
