H4L - stop the nonsense about pathetic. I can't think of a single person I've read about on these boards that has put up with more and not only survived it but grown from it. We all have good days and bad, the key is to make the bad spells as short as possible. Remind yourself of where you were and where you are now. If you have made through all this, you can overcome ANYTHING. I truly believe that.
M39 W41 Two children WAW bomb dropped 11/7/09 Piecing Aug 10 - Nov 10 No longer piecing...Nov 10 Separation Jan 11 EA ends again Feb 11 Piecing attempt #2, Mar 11