Irish a confused person doesn't make rational decisions...

He is reaching for what he thinks will make him happy.

He is looking outside himslef for answers and he sees YOU standing in the way.

THAT is not your fault.

He won't find those answers until he looks inward.

His choices are not a reflection of you or your M.

Or the value of either.

They are the reflection of his inner turmoil.

Try to remember that...

So the thing you most feared is happening.

AND

You are still here and OK and will get better.

You can do this Irish.

My goal is to some day be the person my dog thinks I am