Well I am sorry you had a bad evening.

You are right that this should not be about him.
We have to start to work on you.

He WILL NOT understand right now.
He is not the same person right now.
He is the OPPOSITE of anything you ever knew.
This is all normal.

That is why this website talks about 180's, because it is the upside down, backwards world that we are in.

You must do your first 180 and start to worry about YOU.
NOT him.

What are you doing for you???