Sanderika, GAG, Punkin and Rabbit....Thanks for your feedback. I feel very blessed to have such special people to help me out here. I read all your responses before work and I felt so much better.
Tonight H has sent me an email saying one of the jobs he applied for has been withdrawn. I sent him a text to see if he was coming to dinner, being our regular night tomorrow night but he said no thanks, they already had plans. I said that I would like to say goodbye to his parents if there would be a suitable time. He replied that he was sure they would organise a time to say goodbye to me.
So.....feeling tired and grumpy all over again. It's that pull back that I'm feeling again. And...there's a degree of uncertainty as well cos I can't help wonder if there's dinner with ow tomorrow night since MIL and FIL haven't seen her yet.
I hate not knowing where I stand so this is SO annoying.
Thanks again for your responses. I'll send a more detailed response to you all when I am a little more positive than I feel this minute (and there's some study I'd better get to as well!)
