End of another weekend. Mixed emotions emerging. Middle D had lunch with H on Saturday. He told her that after going to NC for our nieces funeral he realizes that life is too short and he has to find happiness. He felt he was validated in his actions by this trip. Leaves me speechless - but not knocked down.

Right now I feel as if I am "pushing" through the emotions. Like I'm trying to stay standing through them instead of collapsing. I guess that is a sign of me trying to get stronger. Still have no contact with him. And for now that is what I need.

Time to get ready for the week.

M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years
Ds-24,22/S-18
D - 3/11
A Day at a Time