Still needing some encouragement

[cagzmom]

first pray
stop and breathe

i only read the most recent but sweets you have been here you know what to do.

but kissak it is up to you -- the roller coaster all of it.... you have to step off of it.

he IS going to be angry
he IS going to turn it on you and tell you you had no right.

do NOT do ANYTHING emotionally.
when you DO address him do NOT have your kids around.

do you have anyone there that you can talk to?