Arnie and PH, I do not plan on dating. I just wanted to feel like I have some control over things. I am not into this at all. I feel I have made a mistake but I have to stick with the game plan. I am trying to forget, trying to act "as if". I can't get her off my brain. She is a bears fan and they lost. for some reason I took some pleasure in that. Gotta stay strong!!
