WELL, everyone.....I did something some of you may not agree with, but I snooped. Was able to see my H's fb emails without him knowing about it. All my suspisions have been confirmed. The emails were full of different women that he texts and emails...lots of miss u's, lots of proof of affairs with married women...all of this before and since October of last year when he asked to come back home. Every thing makes so much sense to me now. I can not and will NOT put up with this. Now the hard part is confonting him with it....but it has to be done. I will never and can never trust him. He definitely has a problem.
I saw lots of "are you mad at me's, why wont you talk to me's, asking people if he can help with their problems....even one saying she would be with him if he werent married?????? ok....?? and sooo much other crap!! Im disgusted with him.
Its done for me. Over. Im trying to cool off before I confront him, so it definitely wont be tonight....I will not do this while I am steaming mad. Its been all I can do not to blow up at him today. I dont even wanna look at him. I have to make arrangments for my children to not be around too.
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10