So the following day was not a good one. We got into an argument over something, I'm not even sure what started it, but both of us called eachother a few names. I told her I just wanted her to leave.
She said she would be out middle of next month. I said I wanted her out by the 1st of next month, mainly because it drives me crazy having her around. I'll have a great couple days and then I see her and all the anger and resentment flows right back in, I start thinking about everything and I'm left feeling sad again. She has said things will be easier when she's gone... I say JUST GO NOW. Very hard to not show anger. I keep screwing that up and starting over.
Currently all her stuff is packed and piled in the basement. No way she's turning back for a while.
I told my W 4 days ago I would only contact her if it was a necessity. She only texted, OK. Since then we have not spoken. We both avoid eachother. I've texted her only twice in response to her questions. She asked if I was going to a teacher conference... I responded, Yes. She asked how r kids, I don't respond... She asked to speak to them I responded call at 6:15. She has not been texting much either, but has texted a bit about storing boxes of things she bought in the garage. Texting good morning good night. Telling me when shell be putting gas in her car, Asking if I'll be doing things with the kids today, etc. I don't respond to those.
