I think you need to focus on your priorities right now Hun. Your well being and the well being of your son are what matter. If you lose the house, you lose the house. It is not the end of the world and you will find a way to be ok. I know it must be so hard to know that you can't fully protect your son the way you want to as a mother. Focus on strengthening your R with your son so that it is rock solid. Have really strong attachment and communication with him, so that he will tell you if anything happens that shouldn't. Then document it. Create a safe and loving environemnt with you and he will have one safe place in this world as a model for how things should be.
You are still doing such a fabulous job getting through this.You are going to be just fine!
