Thought I'd better update my thread before it gets lost.
I've had some struggles of late. Things that H is doing that I thought I was past have bothering me after a year of doing this, got to me.
Yep, I find that I'm still jealous of the things that H and ow are doing that were part of the dreams that I thought H and I would be sharing.
It's not meant to be at this time and may never be again. Dear friends have reminded me this is all in God's hands and the best thing I can do is just keep living my life...
