(((((Julia)))))
Don't be scared, be excited!

I think it was perfect, really, even if it doesn't feel it. I think you needed a bit of a "no commitment" fling. And I don't think he is anywhere near ready to give a commitment.

It was a graceful as the ending could be, parting on as good of terms as you could.

Have fun in Cairns. And then in Perth! You are having a trip that lots of us wish we could have!

HUGS!