We were out and he did the same thing of ignoring me again and keeping me hanging around. As we walked back I can't really remember how it came up but I basically said that I didn't ask for much, just to be treated with a bit of respect. He replied that he hadn't done this before and didn't know what to do. He said it wasn't working out in Australia for us to which I agreed. At that point he said to me not to say that and held my hand. We got interupted by some guys from his work and we went and sat on a bench. He was being really weird and spoiling for a fight with one of the guys so I walked off.
I had a little cry and he saw that I had been crying and we went and sat outside. We had a real heart-to-heart about how much we liked each other, about how our paths were just different at the moment and I got to explain to him how his ignoring me made me feel. He apologised and was nearly crying and said he hadn't realised how it had made me feel. We said how amazing each other was and he said he had learnt so much from me and that I was his best ever friend (who was a girl!). I told him how much he had done for me too. He said wanted to end it now because there was no point putting off the inevitable because he knew the person that would be left behind (him) was going to get really hurt.
We hugged and cuddled till dawn and I told him I would be leaving Port asap, there was no point hanging around pro-longing everything. So we said our goodbyes and hugged and hugged. This morning I saw him and he didn't look at me and barely spoke to me.
So, I have reorganised my flights to Perth and am going on Wednesday. I am leaving Port tomorrow and going to Cairns to chill out for a few days.
