You know what, after an evening like today, I don't want him back. MLC ? I am beginning to think he was always like this. He just doesn't understand what I have been thru and how I am still feeling. He gets angry at me, saying that I am insulting him. He has no problem moving forward and being happy but that is because he mentally checked out on me and our marriage a long time ago. I am still struggling with everything. My life has changed including financially. I can't even cry about it. Maybe this did happen for a reason. Maybe I do deserve better and I am not giving it a chance.
