I haven't had any responses for quite some time, so here are my thoughts:
- even though W fits the MLC sitch, I wonder with her changes starting about 5 years ago if us being married so young that she truly is not happy with our marriage.
- I don't know if god has kept me hanging in there so long because W needs the help (the original bomb being about 1 yr.) and things will work. Or he his trying to show me things are over and that there is something better coming if I just move on.
I'm sure alot of others have had these thoughts, feeling that they deserve to receive the love like they give.