feelings as OW seems to be on way out

[forward]

X is now alone most of the time, from what I can tell. He looks frail and tired but seems to still have energy to complain.

I was in his apartment and felt rather sad at seeing bits and pieces of his personality all about. I remembered how I loved that person and it did hurt. It was messy (not the way he generally has been in the past) and he looks deflated. I think he just watches television these days.