WAW 20 years and wants out

[Pensacolabroken]

NFTP,

I have a 18 foot Boston Whaler. Good for fishing or just running to the beach and spending the day.

I hear you on the time.. I am learning that idle time makes for idle thoughts.. and that is when you start to get anxious. I went to the gym for the first time since she nuked me.

I am in a similiar situation with the job. I am currently underemployed and on Leave with out pay while my company waits for a contract. I will have to deploy again for 2 month aways with 1 week home. I am not sure if I am looking forward to the deployments or not. I dont think they will matter to my marriage, because I will either trust her or I wont.

sucks all around. But I am grateful for my Son, and my friends.