You need to decide that first. Can you make an attempt to forgive him to the point that you could reconcile your M if he wanted to do that?
Or is it something that will always and forever be a bee in your bonnett, just waiting to be let out?
Cat is right ... just don't think that you have to decide that NOW ... or that if you do decide, that you can't change your mind later ... and then change it again ...
Breathe. Do nothing ... sometimes that is the best something you can do...
(((hugs))) PEI
Holding onto anger to punish someone else, is like lighting yourself on fire to get smoke in their eyes ~ 25yearsmlc
