Thanks for the pep talk Eric. You're right. I will be fine. I know this. I was secure in my ways and this rapid change of circumstance has done a number on me. I think I'm regaining my composure though.

Funny thing happened today. H texted me and asked me to lunch. I accepted. We had Chinese. I open my fortune cookie and I KID YOU NOT, this is what it said

"Someone close to you will attempt reconciliation"

I am not a believer in coincidence, fate, signs etc. So I don't think it means anything than funny luck. But when H asked what mine was, talk about AWKWARD!!!!

H is definitely joining us for our play performance tonight. Should be interesting!


"Love me when I least deserve it, for that is when I need it the most"

M18
Me39,H42
D16
Bomb 1/10
Moved out 3/10
OW 6/10
H wants to R,OW gone 11/10
H moves back 5/11
H wants to wear rings again 9/11