2 years later it's still not getting easier

[HopelessInLove]

For most love is such a strong bond.

I came to this web site for support, and I feel there is a lot of good support.

I have not read your sitch, but from what I have seen your XW has the comfort of a relationship without being responsible for you and your needs. She is using kids as that glue for that R.

Prayer for me is a big part of my life but since going through what I have gone through, I pray now for myself and everyone on here.

My W was to see a L today and am just preparing myself for the worst. Last night we were talking and she commented on how she thinks that we will still do holidays and family events as that a family. IDK if this was the right thing to say to her, I told her that if we are not married after this Christmas I cannot see us doing any family event together. IDK if I can even stay friends with her. I know that it is not in the DB spirit, but my life needs to away from W drama. I love her to much to continually allow her to hurt me.

R U finding XW to be walking back toward U and a R? R U GAL/Detach? I ask for you and myself.