Glad I made you smile.
I am still smiling a fair amount today too. Why would I want to be with someone who doesn't want to be with me? I don't!
He is going through his own thing avoiding self-confrontation at all costs. Do I want to be with someone like this? Especially when life really gets hard? Heck no! But... I do worry that I won't ever find someone with integrity like that & have chemistry with that person... it remains to be seen. I do want a family some day...
NC with him is making me happy right now.


(Formerly blgp)
Me-35
H-33
Married 4 yrs
Together 9 yrs
"Bomb" 8/1/10
Separated 8/6/10
D filed 10/21/10, on hold til 1/11

"If you want to hear God laugh, tell Him about your life plans."