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I've been incredibly blessed for the 28 years I was with this man

AND HE has been increadibly blessed to have YOU for 28 years!

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that have resulted from this devastation

Ever been to hiroshima or nagasaki? Wonderful cities that were REBUILT after total destruction. Sometime God needs to tear it all down...so that HE can rebuild it back up. But rebuild he will do...if YOU let him.

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I am close to being able to develop a dream for myself

Let your imagination run wild...you really can do whatever YOU put your mind to.

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Have I blindly allowed H to send a message to the world that our marriage and I weren't of value? Was I closing my eyes and holding on for dear life trying to keep him?

You did what you knew at the time. You know better now so YOU will do better.

In terms of letting go...

Sometime we hold on so tightly to something...

We feel we cannot make it with out it...

Then

We realize...

We can

We can fly, yeah we may stumble a bit here and there BUT such is life isn't it.

When we really start to fly

We realize just how special each of us are.

We are special just because we are.

God Bless,
Eric


"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter".
"Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!"
"Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans