Going to make it a great weekend for me and the kids, a little shopping with D16 Saturday and a bit of dirt biking with S14 on Sunday - hopefully I can get him away from the video games and let him see the great outdoors. It's tough to pry him away at times - if he doesn't go it makes it really hard to decide to leave him at home and let W have another day with him while I would be out having fun - tough choice really, but it's more important to be with him regardless of what he's doing.
So to ensure a great weekend I'll be going out to dinner with a single friend of the opposite sex who's been really supportive of my sitch and also gives a great neck rub to boot! She's giving me some great insight from the W perspective. I have to say it gives me such a relief from those negative vibes/emotions to have a woman pay attention to me, have great conversations and no expectations beyond being close friends - and yes I do keep my eyes and ears wide open - DB'ing has taught me more than I ever knew about listening and hearing what is really be said!
Call it a date, and I know it is, but it's been the very best thing I've found that can keep my mind from going completely to mush - not for everyone but it's been great therapy for me!
Will be back Monday with an update for sure and again thanks to everyone for you support - the forum has been and will always be a primary lifeline for me, and while I am dropping the rope, I'll never cut the line here!
Thanks
DD
Me 49 H 46 M 23yrs T 25 yrs Bomb Drop 4/2010 S22/D19/D15/S13
Same roof, different beds
"Honestly I can say this trip into my own private hell is a journey that I know now I had to take."
