Well, I've finally ended up here, after being in just about every other section of the site. Long complicated stories short (I think my thread should appear in my sig unless I've screwed it up), today would have been the 5 year anniversary of our first date. Divorce was 10 days ago after 3 years of M, incl. 1 year separated. He was emotionally abusive, and unfaithful. In the end I was ready to give him another chance, and he didn't take it. He didn't deserve me, but he WAS my world, and I feel as if I've been shipwrecked. Just trying to stay afloat.