I'm sorry you are going through this too, but like Punkin said, if you stay here you'll find a ton of help and people to listen. We're here for you :-)
M45 Bomb 6/09; EA 6/10; Divorced 1/11 Proud single mom of 7 little feline girls and one little feline boy "Fall down 53 times. Get up 54." -- Zen saying